A special super hero grew his wings last night.....

Collin has moved on.  My heart hurts so badly.  I've been in tears most of the day off and on.  I drove by Grant and wanted to run in and grab my boys, hug them and not let go.  How does a Mother let go of their baby?  I am so thankful that he is no longer in pain, but I cannot understand why he had to suffer so much for so long? What is it that he was put here to teach us that was worth the pain and crap he had to endure?  It's an awful big burden for such a small guy.  He's a reminder to me that things can change in an instant and never take for granted the small things. I will continue to wear my bracelet with honor and hope that everytime I look down at my wrist I am reminded that there once was the bravest little guy who has taught me so much about life. He has inspired me to get my boys involved with a church because of the faith of him and his family.  He has inspired me to work on patience with my own children and unconditional love. He has made me want to be a better Mom and person all around.  15mo ago we were sure it was the end for Collin and he proved us wrong time and time again.  This time around he was tired and ready.  He got to have a meet and greet with Phineas and Ferb and told his Mom it was the "Best Day Ever"... Right after that he went downhill and within a short amount of time he was gone.  I am so thankful to everyone that worked so hard to get him that last special moment of his life here on Earth.  I don't know what else to say at this time.  I am numb, sad, tears, hurting heart, but I wanted to get it out that he has passed. We are blessed. So very blessed.  Please take a moment if you're reading this and just give thanks for what you DO have! It may seem like you don't have much or that you're at rock bottom, but if you really think about it life isn't so bad for so many of us. Collin struggled and hurt and stayed cheerful, brave and so loving of other people.  He had a heart that was bigger then anyone I know! Peace to the McDaniel family as they adjust to life with this hole in it.