Oops

Kaeden comes running out of the bedroom Dad Dad there is a HUGE spider in our room. Daddy goes in to kill spider. Daddy comes to the living room holding squished spider and stands silently beside my chair. He then looks down and says "Take that in and scare the shit out of Momma, she will probably shit her pants". That is word for word what Kailer told his Daddy to do. Daddy had to tell him that word is not a word that is ok to use. Hey at least he used it correctly huh?!? LOL guess we better start watching our mouths. Kaeden never repeated stuff knowing it was not ok. Kailer LOVES to repeat everything he hears to hear us tell him it's not a word we use. "Mom, damnit is a bad word right?" yes dear it's a bad word. "So we don't say Damnit?" No Kai we do not say that word. "Yea we don't say damnit, it's a bad word"..... and so on...........


Onto other news... Today Steven and Christina convinced me to torture the baby girl and get her ears pierced. WOW did she cry hard. I felt horrible. But she is so stinking cute now with her little sparkly studs. Approx 5min after the piercing was done she was back to her fairly happy self who just wanted to nurse and nap ;) I felt horrible and it's taken me 4 months to just do it. I'm glad I got it done though. She's adorable. It looks great. The boys got circ'd, she got bling bling'd ;)

Life is always changing....

So I've been a gym membership owner for 13 days now and am doing extremely well going down there. The first day almost killed me seriously! I hopped on an elliptical and was told to warm up for 5min. I started sweating dying and sure I was at least 1/2 done... Looked down and I was 42 seconds in!!! This was not looking good for me and my gym experience. I pushed through and made my 5min barely. I am happy to report that yesterday I did 10min straight on the elliptical 15min on the bike and 25 on the treadmill and even threw in about 4min of jogging on that treadmill. Something that was near impossible 13 days ago. I'm no longer dreading my trips to the gym, I am looking forward to them. A little bit of ME time to listen to music and sweat. I'm amazed at how much I can sweat! lol The healthy eating is going pretty well but I struggle with finding good meals for dinner. Eating 6 times a day everty 2-3 hours is not an easy thing to do! I am so glad I forced Kaeden to go with me to the gym yesterday. He went kicking screaming and refusing to get out of the van. Then when I went to pick him up he didn't want to leave! Sheesh kids... LOL Especially Kaeden. He resists change big time! Kai loves it there and lucky for me Kinleigh seems to be an angel for everyone who watches her. As she screams in my ear as I type. Time to wrap this up and see if she wants to eat and maybe nap so I can clean house!

Joined the gym for breakfast had Mcdonalds for lunch......

I dont' think this is how the weightloss/healthy lifestyle is supposed to begin! LOL I am playing hookie from work today so decided to do something productive with my day. Babysitter has sick kids and James got called into Fed Ex to ride along and start working. Happy for him to be getting back to work, bummed for me to have to miss my work day today. However it's cool that I'm updating my blog and my princess is smiling at me while she smacks my boob with her arm LOL She's so stinking cute. I think she's pooping as well which always makes for a happy baby girl!

Sooooo I got up, showered and then off to Anytime Fitness Kai Kinleigh and I went. Got myself signed up for a 6mo membership. I figure I spent more then that on cigarettes in 2 or 3 mo so it's fair for me to spend that money on a gym membership right? This gym has free daycare from 8am-8pm so I'm not going to have a whole lot of GOOD excuses to not get a workout in! Kailer is excited to go hang out in the daycare and was bummed when we left without me doing any exersize LOL Tomorrow morning after MOPS I go in for orientation with a trainer to show me how the equipment works etc. Super nervous to do this healthy thing in front of other people LOL I hope it inspires me to work harder knowing people are seeing my fat a** working and jiggling away.

Then i sabatoged myself and gave in to Kai's begging for McD's for lunch and got myself chicken nuggets, an iced mocha, french fries and chocolate chip cookies for lunch!!!!!!!!! ARGH~! There is another 5lbs to work off on the treadmill I suppose.

Now if only baby girl would close her eyes and take a nap so I can do some deep cleaning in some closets ! I'd like to get that done before Lindsay shows up for the weekend to help prepare the house for our home invasion next month!

Wishing I could bounce back like that!

I'd like to know how a child is up for hours in the middle of the night throwing up in sinks and toilets and poo'ing down his legs, yet is able to feel great by 10am? It makes no sense to me~! I can't say he was faking it since I was the one trying not to toss my own cookies while I cleaned up the chunks out of the sink and he finished ralphing in the toilet. He ate the same stuff as the rest of us so it wasn't something he ate? I'm so glad he's not feeling like crap still, but on the other hand I'm wishing I'd sent him to school and I'd gone into work if I'd known he was going to be so "well" by mid morning :p Argh. The joys of motherhood I suppose.

I on the other hand am not so bouncy! After Kaeden was peacefully sleeping on the couch Kinleigh was awake and crying for another 45min or so due to this stupid cough that won't leave her alone. Her medical is messed up right now so unless it's really bad I hate to take her in to be seen. And really I don't think she needs a dr since it's just a cold. Let's just all cross our fingers the cold doesn't turn into something more evil. I was very pleased with the help I received from her medical today though so that was a nice part of my day.

Thinking today calls for quiet time/nap time for Momma and kiddos!

Baby laughs

A few days ago Kinleigh laughed for me :) not big belly laughs but still a laugh :) She is getting more and more smiley.....She's so perfect.

Started Love and Logic parenting class with Steven on Tuesday. Will go once a month. Got some good ideas and stuff to think about and use. Excited to try new things!

Work has been busy so that's cool! Kids have been behaving for Lynn. Always makes a Mom feel good when her kids are well behaved.

Steven says Hi and he Loves me as we lay in bed watchin Bones.

Considering a gym membership?! Think I am ready to get healthy. Quit smoking April 18th now it's time to quit eating crap and do some healthy activities.

Kailer loves playing Super Mario on the wii after we get home in the afternoons. Great way to make him behave at Lynn's house. Bummer he threw the remote on the ground when he got mad today and is grounded from the wii for 2 days so no playing tomorrow.